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Con solo recordarte y saber que lo nuestro fue real... 

Revive

Se filtra la luz como se filtra el tiempo.

Rocío impregnado 

sobre la piel

sobre la fé

sobre mi.

Evapora el viento

Consume el sol

olor de vida

impregna 

sumerge

y revive.

Se filtra el amor como se filtra el recuerdo

escucha a lo lejos

vida acunando versos.

Amnesia

Amnesia

Construyes muros

yo palabras.

Elaboras mundos

con ojos de rabia.

Dolor callado

versos arrancados

corazón hecho pedazos

listo para olvidar de nuevo

listo para callar su eco.

Verte de nuevo y sonreír

hacer que no pasa nada

derribar los muros

que tu profanas.

Tejes mundos alternos

víctimas de tu pasado

víctimas de tu niñez

y de tus propios miedos

Máscaras,

me las regalas a diario

me he vuelto una con ellas

para sopesar el daño.

Olvido, olvido,

realmente no quiero recordar

no quiero recordar

no quiero recordar

el dolor infinito que me hacías sentir

que me hacías llorar

que me hacías callar

siempre tu dolor fue más importante

más predominante

más tajante

anulabas todo a tu paso

todo lo que no te afectaba a ti

era menos que el polvo.

Deshacías lentamente a tu hija

a la niña de tus ojos

se resbalaba de ella el brillo

y el calor de su rostro.

Desarrollaste una amnesia en mí

parábola de la vida

para poder sobrevivir

para sopesar el tiempo

y dejar fluir los recuerdos.

Siempre
Hermética al mundo

te hizo sentir

 invencible

y es así

como te has enseñado a vivir.

Cut me down

Always calling me unstable

You so easily can make me cry

Just cause you are in a mood

...Cut me to pieces

While you watched me disintegrate

Because you like to tell me how you hate

All the ways I'm not enough for you

Then you'd say....

Baby don't go

I didn't know

I'll change I swear

I'll change I swear

Baby don't go

I'll make you wait

I promise I'll be better

All of these things they will change

Never guilty

Say it ain't your fault

Because you had an emotionally abusive daddy

And cause of this you don't know how to act

Poor poor baby

Say you can't help the fact that you're so crazy

And you're so good at making me feel guilty

For trying to walk away

Because I'm tired of being mad

Then you'd say

BANKS -CHANGE

Es irónico ver, que mi relación contigo encaje tan bien en el prototipo de relación destructiva sentimental... el único hecho es que, siempre serás para toda la vida mi madre.

Was I?

Was i never good enough for you?, Always trying to fit in your expectations... how silly,  what a dumb I was, never being truly honest with my self and with you.
Why you always kept me waiting for you? For your calls, for your love, for you to fly with me, always better things kept on disturbing our way, always better things for your free time. Love requires sacrifice, a sacrifice you were not willing to take, why you always kept me waiting?
And now, after all, you pretend to be my counselor, after you break apart the respect, the love and admiration i felt for you, please don't pretend to be the good guy , there are never goods and bads only scared people afraid of making choices, taking risks and fly high very high with their true love.

"When I first met you, how time flew by/

Beauty obsession personified/

We broke the mould and we cut our path/

But just as we formed, we cut in half/

When I moved on boy, I took my time/

Not out of spite boy; the pleasure's mine/

Unlike the others, you're not the same/

With future lovers, I'll sin again/

Beautiful; you're young but that will undo/

Can't you see I'm just not sad without you/

Understand I had no need to doubt you/

Better now - I'm happier without you"