Was I?

Was i never good enough for you?, Always trying to fit in your expectations... how silly,  what a dumb I was, never being truly honest with my self and with you.
Why you always kept me waiting for you? For your calls, for your love, for you to fly with me, always better things kept on disturbing our way, always better things for your free time. Love requires sacrifice, a sacrifice you were not willing to take, why you always kept me waiting?
And now, after all, you pretend to be my counselor, after you break apart the respect, the love and admiration i felt for you, please don't pretend to be the good guy , there are never goods and bads only scared people afraid of making choices, taking risks and fly high very high with their true love.

"When I first met you, how time flew by/

Beauty obsession personified/

We broke the mould and we cut our path/

But just as we formed, we cut in half/

When I moved on boy, I took my time/

Not out of spite boy; the pleasure's mine/

Unlike the others, you're not the same/

With future lovers, I'll sin again/

Beautiful; you're young but that will undo/

Can't you see I'm just not sad without you/

Understand I had no need to doubt you/

Better now - I'm happier without you"